I Never Meant for This

[Raven]

Raven paces in her room trying to figure out what she would say, why his words through her off so much. She wondered if she would be put to death. Raven had succeeded in almost everything that she had set out to do... so she would accept it if it came. She walks quietly into the office of Dametrius, she noticed the absence of Kakeru. "Huh. I thought he was always around you now."

[Dametrius]

Dametrius is busy reading a book as he refuses to look up from it, "He's my friend... we're not attached at the hip..." After he reads a few more seconds he places a book mark into the page and then closes it. "What can I do for you?" his gaze is apathetic and seemingly void of thought or emotion, "Yes we both know I could just read your mind but I'd rather you tell me what you want..."

[Raven]

Raven shakes her head, "I was just curious guards say that they have not heard from Kakeru since you got back from some meeting." She says. Raven shrugs, "Not my problem, just curious." She says before playing with her fingers, "What you said when you saw me bothered me. I want to know why you are so willing for me to be back are you planning on killing me?"

[Dametrius]

Dametrius shrugs, "Kakeru has always shown up when needed and I bugged him to find out where he is and when he's in trouble... when I feel he's in too deep I can locate him." He smiled, "I refuse to let him get in hell once more... granted the first one was necessary... the nine that preceded that one were just for my own amusement." Pouring himself a drink he pauses to think over his words, "I treat you as such because you were faithful to me before and from the past, and reports I've read... time and time again... you were doing things with good intent..." Taking a sip he sighs and holds the glass around bellybutton height. "That does not mean things will return to what they were, but it does not mean I will kill you.... I have come to good...well... decent terms with Mister Helviath... why not extend that to you as well..."

[Raven]

Raven looks at him stunned, "Decent terms with Adam? Then Where The Hell Is he? I'm going to wrong the bastard throat." She replies angry. He had left her, Allesandra, and his son with Alle. Simply vanished. "When you came to terms with yourself you would have regretted the people you killed... not that I care, but... I didn't want to see you like that."

[Dametrius]

Dametrius nods as he looks to her, "He's in nameless, I'd be careful... while he is... calm, he does not seem one hundred percent himself..." he goes to pour himself a drink while still talking to her, "I thought lycanthropes were carnal..." he mused before turning back around with a drink. "I have already come to terms with myself, I've spoken with my family and god and I am cursed..." he shrugs with a grin, "My actions define me and I refuse to regret anything longer than needed..."

[Raven]

The female leans back against a wall, "Cursed? Isn't your god a member of your family?" She asks before looking around, "Or did you finally get on your knees for Yoya?" She asks. It was a low jab but, him and Yoya had been close before the start of the war, before he started to go insane. When she had threatened to leave though, he had Raven imprison Yoya which... oddly did not do well for their relationship... and then he killed the goddess in human form, that really tore apart their relationship, not that Raven didn't understand why it did so.

[Dametrius]

He shook his head, "no... and No... I did not... I made her eat my cooking..." he sat down in a chair and simply relaxed. "I refuse to get on my knees for anyone... I'd rather be forced to than willingly do it..." He moved the glass to his lips before chiming a, "unless I'm eating someone out.." into the glass before sipping it. His behavior was more like his old self, before the insanity. Possibly why him, Adam, and kakeru got along before was of how witty and 'charming' they all were around eachother. he grinned and laughed. "So, why are you here...."

[Raven]

Raven arches a brow and smirks, "Well that was the hidden innuendo." Then she shrugs, "Trying to convince Averie to talk to your mother, to have the blood bind destroyed. So simply being me."

[Dametrius]

Dametrius nods, "I'd rather you didn't... I'm currently coming to terms with that myself and slowly convincing myself to ask my own mother for that..." he takes another sip, "I do not do it to abuse her, I do it so that if her life is in danger she will actually listen to me..." his gaze shifts to his glass as he swirls it in his hand. "That's what I tell my self and why I'm working through it.... I honestly want to change the world... but I've already shot myself in both of my feet and part of me is afraid that when I remove it she will leave me yet again..." He shrugs and actually laughs. "guess if that happens...it happens..." finishing his drink.

[Raven]

Raven looks at him and sighs, she takes a seat and looks at Dametrius, "Tell me, you saw what condition she was in when she left, do you really think she chose to leave or is it more likely that Adam just took her. You over reacted and put a bounty on her head, she couldn't come back so she did what she had to do to survive and that was going back to work with Yoya."

[Dametrius]

Dametrius nods, "You speak as if I do not see that, but coming down from insanity is harder than just seeing the reason and believing it fully..." Looking at her, "If you prematurely force my hand before I am ready, I will blood bind you myself..." His threat was there but it was not as Heinous as his usual threats. "It is a matter of making myself believe more than it is making the choice..." Taking another sip. "Did you just return to lecture me and do what I'm already planning?"