So this is what the love of my love loves... (Ava, Private)

[Cadus Mandrake]

Tyr's temple was not too far from nightmare's and Cadus left the two gods talking about their feelings. One thing cadus did often was vent his feelings in the weather and let the feeling stay there. No anger, no sorrow, no malicious intent was in his mind but simply curiosity took over. In that winter he left his frustration with the two love birds. "Excuse me... Ava?" He called softly into the temple, "It is Cadus of the seasons... nothing is wrong nor pressing... I well... I simply am curious and would love to speak with you..." The man smiled and stood politely outside where he felt Ava was located, in his hands were a lovely arrangement of flowers in a vine created vase filled with water. "I brought flowers for you as a sign of welcome to our realm..." The flowers were not seen on earth and only ever seen in this realm, due to Cadus, he truly was in good spirits and was curious why a mortal was staying in the realm of the gods.

[Avalynn Llewellyn]

Avalynn leaves Tyr's room in the temple when she heard someone call for her. "Hei Seasons. Hva kan jeg gjøre for deg?" She asks in her native tongue. "Jeg er lei meg jeg er veldig syk for øyeblikket." She starts coughing ending up with blood in her palm. Her eyes widen, "Vennligst ikke fortell Tyr. Han er allerede redd, dette svangerskapet er allerede går mye enn de andre selv de jeg mistet. Rayen og Mikhail gjør hva de kan ..." tears well up in her eyes, "Rayen just informed me why. She said that a mortal body is not meant to carry the child Of a god. I am not good enough to carry my fiancé's child." She rubs her tears away returning to the normal way that she looked very much Norwegian, not letting the painful feelings show, "I am sorry about that. Rayen just... left." She coughs, "The sad part is... the gods cannot even help, unless I am kept asleep and being healed at all times." She takes a seat on one of the nice plush seats. Servants run over with tea and medicine. "I will take it shortly." She replies smiling at the servant who only looked to be 6-7 she walks over to Cadus exuding power that felt much higher than even Varius and Yoya put together. "The punishment will be delivered shortly. You will meet me in the abandoned temple at the very far end of Baile Na Deithe, where the gods prayed to their betters, in 3 days. Okay?" The little girl smiles and runs off. Ava didn't even seem to register the conversation. "Pardon me Seasons... did you know Tyr and Ava when they were ma... I mean they still are married... is he... do you know if... uh ya know I shouldn't ask things I don't want the answer to."

Hello Seasons. What can I do for you?
I am sorry I am very ill at the moment.
Please do not tell Tyr. He is already scared, this Pregnancy is already going much than the others even the ones I lost. Rayen and Mikhail are doing what they can...

[Cadus Mandrake]

The god looked worried for her, "this sickness will pass. Endure the winter and embrace the promise of spring" he smiled but the worry was there. The small child was not lost upon him, while he heard the stories while he slept. "Of course..." was all he said to the Tiny god.

Going with the sick mortal he created herbs and the like, he knew what pregnancy between gods and mortals was like and the least he could do was offer medication that would not harm child our mother. "I knew then well child. I still do. While they discuss their past my curiosity came to you. I love the woman but her will is her own..." cadus seemed to realize he started to sing speak abd he stopped himself. "The man loves you but it is hard, believe me, to move on when the past returns" he was trying to comfort her, cadus was not a spiteful person at all.

[Avalynn Llewellyn]

Avalynn tucks her legs under her. She watches Cadus and takes the medication prepared for her. "Thank you Cadus. You love her? She was told that Clot had interest in her, but as far as Tyr knows... she knew of no other loving her. Have you told her?" She asks curiously. "Might I ask how I caught your curiousity? I am only a mortal... Yoya has allowed me to stay until I have the child. She is hoping her and Varius will change some of the rules before then." Ava doubles over. "Ah. I don't... have as much magic... as it needs. I try to endure... but I'm afraid Cadus. I am not afraid I will die... if I do... I do so happily knowing that the little one lives... I fear Tyr disliking his own offspring because I am weak... I am sorry I shouldn't unload this on you. Please forgive me..."

[Cadus Mandrake]

Cadus smiles to her, "my dear, clot fancies knowledge and power... the moment he cares about someone other than himself... I will be surprised... I knew them... before all of this..." Flowers grew all over Tyr's temple, pleasant scents that even the most allergic person would not be bothered by, cadus was trying to calm tyr's sick baby mama while he played nice with his wife. "I did not have the right to tell her before... nor do I have the right now... she still cares for him and as long as she is happy.... I will be content." The god was kind, he couldn't be confrontational for long even if he truly tried, "If you need magic take some of mine... You have the touch I do.. I've seen it..." he extended his hands to her. "Tyr will not dislike his child, he will not dislike your mortal frame holding the child of a greater god... few of the lesser of us could hold one... and should tyr be unwilling by duty or trauma, I will care for the child..." Cadus was trying to be nice but he was awkward. "I was not wanted as a child... I care for the ones without homes... your child will be loved regardless of anything that happens..." The smile was sweet and sincere, he was giving it his best to make her remove allthe feelings of negativity. His hands would be extended for her to grab one and drain him of some energy. "Now take... I have much energy... it is the least I can do for a friend..."

[Avalynn Llewellyn]

Avalynn takes his hand, he was not kidding she gasps, she fed him feelings of sex since that was what she did. She was a sex demon. She leans in, "Forgive me for what I am about to do." It was to Tyr and Cadus, she leans in and kisses him. The moment their lips touched she could feel his magic enter her. It allows her to be able to breath. The kiss lasts for a while before she pulls away looking better than she has since before Dame kidnapped her to use against Tyr. "I have... never taken that much before..." She licks her lios, "N... not even from Tyr." Then she looks up at him, "Neither of them are happy because of their past. I talked to her... she wants to move on, but she said that their hearts were joined as one during the wedding. She can get permission from Varius to bring death to the marriage, but apparently because of the hearts... because he literally owns her heart, she can't and doesn't want to. Marriage between gods... it sounds intense and like it is not allowed to end. She told me that if Varius brings death to the marriage it will be her heart that will die... she won't be able to love." She takes a sip of her tea. "Would you like to walk? This place is too much of a courthouse for me to enjoy for too long." A servant walks over, "Lady Avalynn... Tyr wants you to stay innhere, for your safety."

[Cadus Mandrake]

Cadus grabbed her in that moment but she could see his hand quickly let go and hover in the air, resisting the allure. "That is all right, I am not used to mortals throwing those feelings into me... usually it was lazarus..." Shaking his head he stands up and helps her up, "That is understood and it is why I do not protest..." With a smile the walk sounded nice, "You may tell Tyr that she is in my protection... if he protests, tell him someone had to do it..." The last part was laced with cruel intent as the faintest bit of ice took over one corner of the room. Shaking his head he smiled, "Sorry... that came out wrong... but none the less tell him..." All the plants in that corner were dead and wilted. "Let us walk... "

[Avalynn Llewellyn]

Avalynn was rather surprised by his reaction. She walks out with him as the priests glare at him. She holds his arm mostly for support, "Have you always loved Reaper? I get the sense that you have... but she seems rather clueless unless you tell her to her face... did Tyr know you loved her?" She was curious because to her it felt like Tyr had stolen Reaper from Cadus and the only one who didn't know was Reaper. At least that's how his anger came off to her.

[Cadus Mandrake]

Cadus smiled, "She was a greater god... I had no right to love her... she was an alpha... I was far from even being an omega to her..." He laughed a little but it didn't sit well. "Regardless, I try not to dwell on it... she does not know, I cannot bring myself to tell her... for in my eyes she is still too grand for me to touch for more than a brief moment..." He laughed once more and then looked at her. "It is partly why I do not have a temple here... but simply make home in everyone's temple... and no one's... I go where I feel I am needed... I am worshiped through compassion, kindness, helping and the like... the weary traveler who has no home has blessing with me..." Cadus looks at her, "my anger is purely how the situation has turned out... but I am not one to judge... all I can do is keep those who do not feel at home safe." The god looked at her, he knew she felt like she was in a prison and out of place, he loved her for that. Not like tyr loves her, but he felt for her none the less. "If you ever need a walk like this... just call for me..." Again a soft smile as the very weather and plants changed around them. Granted Cadus took her in the opposite direction of Nightmare's temple but that was semantics.

[Avalynn Llewellyn]

Ava walks with him, she nods, "I see but you didn't answer my question, did Tyr know of your love for her before they got together? Ava was a forensic scientist so naturally she was curious. "It feels good to have a friend, if you don't mind me calling you that." Avalynn was normally very icy and distant, but this Pregnancy brought something out in her, but a look down at her willingly touchin him had her stop, she couldn't even let go she was so afraid. "I... please..." fear clung to get because of her past.

[Cadus Mandrake]

Cadus shook his head, "...No... but as I said, neither of them did... it was not my place, and she seemed happy... she does not want me though... I can tell, so I'm satisfied to be the one to bring her a smile by creating beautiful flowers in her temple... a calm breeze when she looks tired... sun or moon light depending on her mood... if she can smile by what I can do... I do not need to touch her..." Cadus smiled as he too looked down at her holding on. "it is all right... take as much as you need, you are my friend...." Again the thoughts she pushed into him caused him to shake his head, "I do not mind your usual abilities... even if it is in my mind the thought of being intimate is keeping me distracted from other thoughts..." He was trying to be polite. "What worries you child?" he finally said.

[Avalynn Llewellyn]

Avalynn had to pull away after a moment, "I... Tyr is the first person I've ever let touch me, as a child... I was abused, now I fear touch. I know it is irrational. You do not scare me though... that in and of itself scares me. Silly right?" She laughs a bit.

[Cadus Mandrake]

Cadus laughs, "I do not find it scary at all... I am actually humbled..." He extended his hand once more and smiled. "If I can make one person happy in a day... my day is perfect." They started to walk again, Cadus let the path grow decorative as they walked. "Who abused you, if I may? I had no one touch me as a child... except for hit me, due to lacking parents... I am always interested in other's stories..." A soft smile was on his face.

[Avalynn Llewellyn]

Ava smiles and takes his arm again, "My biological parents were abusive. Both were drug addicts and alcoholics. They beat me and my siblings until we had no Palmdale left. They feed us their drugs so that we wouldn't cry. My fathet killed my mother and then himself."

[Cadus Mandrake]

Cadus nods, "Ah... shame but I am happy to see you rose above it... I had abilities that were not normal for my nomadic group... birth marks and signs that I was not normal... so I was abandoned... one of them might have been my parents but they refused to tell... Thankfully I refused to die and Rhaego and his wife took pity on me..." A soft smile crossed his face once more as he looked at her. "After death I became a god, that is the short story..." he laughed, "But... I always knew I was not their level of god..." This saddened him a little as the weather told but it soon picked up again. "So what will you name the child?" Cadus asked.